My Dearest Cousin,

I would guess that my defense of your research might be considered quite thinly put, but I will offer it none the less with the hope that you can put aside your very deeply held convictions and be swayed by my sweet words....???

1. Everyone should be respected for the conclusion they have formed from the honest hard work of searching for truth. And I do take your point about the personal pain caused by the scorn that one endures in life when they form conclusions that are not in sync with conventional thinking. But fire does not come from softness. The spark is made by hitting two rather hard objects together [and it's been my experience that using two rather hard-headed men causes the quickest result]. It is the proverbial "fire in the belly" that quickens raw data into patterns that when anaylized can solve problems and produce answers.

2. It matters not a bit what anyone thinks or how they hold forth a judgement of your families stories or about your personal pedigree. What does matter is that the story is told and recorded for future generations to have access to. Researched material is almost always has more future value then present value.

Here is my example:

Yes, I read "Chariot of the Gods back in the late 60's (?), but it wasn't until the past four years that the nuggets of his work began to really take on shape and become what I consider to be my foundation education. For this to happend, I had to go back to college, travel to Mexico where I found the very air you breath loaded with angels, find out that my favorite swimming hole - Rock Lake in Wisconsin is a site of an under lake pryamid, move to AZ and find out about Indian Shamins in Tucson and that Moslems believe in a seperate layer of beings called "ginn" as in "Genie in the bottle", have my daughter go to Babaloyn & Niveha (Mosul)curtesy of the Other Cousin - Pres. Bush - and give me first had reports about the ruins and what spirits she met there and then come back to WI and take a job which gave me lots of time to read & think about my personal spirit guides which made me ask the question....just WHO were those Indians that kept talking to me as a kid...which made me discover the Lanapes...which lead to the Cherokees...which gets me writing to you about "chariots of the Gods".

...and why you should record what you have in the very best manner that you can!!!!

3. It not only will be good for the world, it will be good for your own personal development. Until you reach a point in your spiritual growth where you can grow comfortable with critisim, and not be thrown for a loop about it, you will become "stuck" in your path and begin to fester. There is good in everything, so take the good parts and use what you gain in a productive way, ignore bad behavior on the part of others, and offer them many thanks for their input. And move on to the next step in your agenda.

We are all here for a purpose that is never really clear to us, but just like a Matrix pattern...EVERYTHING that we do...IS VERY IMPORTANT!!! It's just important that WE do not get to always know how important it is.

We just don't know the why...when...etc of our actions. Even the number of steps you take in one day...down to the smallest, tiniest action...leads to something that is needed in what I refer to as the Matrix in my head as "The Plan".

And with all these letters and symbols...I rest my case. Please consider pressing on!

Many Many Blessings!!
bonnie